Monday, May 23, 2016

ANYTHING ELSE?

I wish every peom I ever wrote was a list of one liners
Lines from your favorite song and lines you wish he was saying

Anything else?

I didn't really know how to answer this question. I never have. This whole year there's been that one little box that I always filled with

Nope
No
Not really
Nope
Maybe

So I asked people for this final anything else, I told them to think of it as their last day, what would the one liner be.


'Anything else?'

Trump vs Hilary take luck
If they didn't know before they know now

'Anything else?'
I'm not really inspirational yo
It was as easy as taking candy from a diabetic man who no longer wishes to eat candy.
Nope
Sometimes they'll hurt you in ways only you imagined the boogeyman to, or maybe even teach you a lesson you didn't even know needed to be taught.
No way? yes way
Big creeks up little creeks level I plow my corn with the Double shovel.

'Anything else?'
I'll pass
I got nothin
Why be plain when you can be crunchy
Sorry, I fell asleep
Like a fireman who runs to a window who has no fire
I found it, in the crack, face down, stuck
I want everybody to be quiet because this is important
You have the speaker so you  do what you want with the volume.
Drop the mic
I'm dying and I have

'Anything else?'
She caught the ball and said the savior wins!
I have better lines from the other ones that don't really say words
You'll question what types of things you want to dress up to be because of them,
Even what things you'll say like the pitch you need to hit in the solo you don't want to sing.
She's over there there's two of em
Your not a Yahtzee master, that takes 40 years
Just picture a deleted scene from goonies, and look behind the dresser in the attic
Are you leaving us?
If you ever need a show to binge watch, watch arrested development
OK buddy
I'm just not really sure if you guys actually wanted to hear that story or not
Should I add that to my bucket list?
They pretty much got it covered
So when my dad was a little boy
you'll learn lots
But mostly you'll learn it's just important to be the somebody who makes everybody feel like a somebody.

'Anything else?'
brush off the bee slowly

'Anything else?'
Don't freak out
It's just a bee

'Anything else?'
I am what I am
Illuminati

'Anything else?'
Don't do drugs
Pray for angels
Stay in school

'Anything else?'




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Sometimes they'll hurt you in ways only you imagined the boogeyman to, or maybe even teach you a lesson you didn't even know needed to be taught

But people are more important than music and writing and traveling and food, because my dad has always told me that anything I do alone is better enjoying it with someone else

I found it true that people are my real passion because helping them know their loved by God and me is more important than any song that's ever made me feel anything.

I've feared that day since the day I even knew a day like this could exist

apples. the way they crunch. if that doesnt make you happy then maple donuts or kisses at sunset probably don't either.

apples. the way they crunch. if that doesnt make you happy then maple donuts or kisses at sunset probably don't either. Or opening your eyes to a view, but
sometimes it's not nature or citites, but noticing something you haven't before. today it was realizing that even tho i mess up i'm a generally a good person.

Going back to kindgergarten won't take away my worries
They'll just be different
And that will never change
We just keep wanting to read fast in front of each other and spelling tests will only turn into who has the best test score on things that don't matter
as much as wearing pajamas on pj day

The rainy days that help you realize everyone makes mistakes and it rains so the world can erase them

any moment spent alone can always be better spent with someone else

I'm thankful for feeling pain because it helps me know when I'm feeling good.

I'm thankful for cheering when I'm up and tearing when I'm down because I know I'm feeling and I'm thankful for that.

I'm sorry if rumors have been spread, but I just thought I should tell you as soon as now

My throat is sore today because of the things I didn't say yesterday.

And it's the sandy swimsuits we're all wanting

There's many things in you that the world needs

I'm kind of done pretending life isn't hard and hiding the girl who knows it's not

So here's my blog
Definitely a work in progress but hey pretty much life itself is am I right?
the end

credits////writers
jordan
kimball
jordan
luna
john
seth
lishelle
amberleigh
jake
lauren
hannah


ANNABEL LEE

and peace out lone peak;;; you really are the best and i really am grateful for EVERY experience i got. i am soooo grateful i got to go to lone peak and you should too.


the one liner phrases that mean more to me now than they did before...
KNIGHT FOR LIFE and BECOME ONE.

my motto that i said 1029485 times on the daily... SENIOR YEAR

i just hope i can be motivated like i was to live thius year for the rest of my life. but seriously thanks to everyone,

this classs,
my teachers,
principals,
principles,
parents,
siblings,
friends,
random students in the hall,

but most of all... Sherri berry. thanks Sherri berry. i didn't have a senior quote because i was to scared to be remembered by a one liner. well that is a lie it just didn't make the cut for being appropriate. but then i realized that i didn't want to be remembered by a one liner. but if i had to choose, my quote would now be thanks Sherri berry.



ok one last time... anything else?

i think im done. bye,,,,,,,,






story

long story short... it ends and begins with an embarrassing moment. there are two bird poops, they're out to get me.

short story long.... i needed an embarrassing moment for young womens and shortly after i realized i needed one... i got it. i was in the bathroom and there was a small window with a screen. lets just say this bird had perfect aim... he pooped on me when i was inside. and since the screen was full of tiny holes it splattered everywhere. on the walls, on the tub, toilet, sink and me head to toe. skilled bird right there. fast forward to a football game this year. someone brings birds to the game to let go at a touchdown, i learned a new fact about birds that day... they let go of whats inside of them so they can get higher in the sky. and it landed on me. thanks birds for the great time and embarrassing moments. they were timed perfect. that is why they aren't my favorite animals...

and even tho its weird... they did give us an answer to our problems... in times of trouble.. let it go, and you will fly higher than you were before.

Sunday, May 15, 2016

nostalgic

I want the years back
I want those four years back
I made every decision off of what you would do.
What outfit to wear, what perfume I bought, what hallway I sat in, what classes I took, if I was going to go to the basketball game or not.
Let's face it I would have been there anyways... But you were the final pro in everyone of my pro/con lists that always made my decisions.
I just can't believe I spent four whole years of my life
wasted.
And I mean I knew from the beginning. I knew I wasn't going to be with you eventually and that someday I would regret all the time and effort put towards you. But did that change the facts or my mind?
Trust me I tried. And my friends tried too. I tried to forget about you and every detail about you that I remembered. And they tried to tell me all the flaws they noticed in you to make me not like you.
Every morning I woke up and convinced myself that I was done and this was it. But the next time I would see you or something would remind me of you I would realize I lied.
Once there's something or someone you care about than you remember every single thing
Every moment.
Every 'conversation'
Every detail
even if it was absolutely nothing.
And its not like I tried to remember, it just stuck. And I didn't go looking, it just came and I remembered.
I remember what car you drive and every time I see one like it my heart skips one whole beat.
I remember your different plaid shirts and your shoes and hats.
I remember your eyes and your smiles and for some reason they are the hardest to forget.
Because every moment you and I shared I took a picture in my mind. So when I do think about you I have a slide show that goes a million miles a second that never seems to stop.
I am trying to delete the slide show now. I have been working all last night and today on it. I want to wipe the entire hard drive. But I must have locked the file into long term memory and kicked out every president except George Washington and Abraham Lincoln.
Most of the file is good though.. Except  there's one slide that sort of kills me inside. It's the last slide. It's the one where everything became a reality. Where I realized in real life. That it really would never happen. And I mean I told you before I knew it wasn't going to happen before. I was 99.99% sure. That it would never happen. But it was all of the false hopes, the nice attitudes, the encouragements, the stories and that .01% that kept me going.
It was the .01% that grew and shrunk constantly. That .01%, that when I saw you and you smiled... Made it feel like a .02%
But it wasn't.
I mean I can't say I know now that you 100% didn't like me. And that it would be like this. I mean if I would have done something before maybe the odds would have been better. But I didn't and you didn't. Now we are graduating and life's changing and you have her so what's the point.

now I'm just left with a  99.99% hurt heart. And 100% nostalgia

but don't worry I'm charging my heart tonight and I'm hoping it will be 100% happy and over you and happy to be over you tomorrow.

Thursday, May 12, 2016

blue ticket--beastly

I looked up 'you' in the dictionary and it said beastly
Deciding that, that didn't quite describe you right I looked up beastly in the dictionary too.
It says you are 'very unpleasant'
You have synonyms of vile and hateful and if you used you in a sentence it would say
'This beastly war'
I don't know if this war is between me and you or you and your beast.
And if it is you and the beast then it's probably because you are too much a like.
Like when a father and his daughter are too alike so they fight all the time for all the same reasons and with all the same tones of voice.
There is a word for each letter that defines and changes you
B is for blunt because blunt dull knives are the ones that cut the deepest and fastest
E is for every opportunity that you let slide past you.
A- although E is also for your eyes because it's your eyes that once showed blue with hope and love
S is for shutting people out when you aren't ready to shut people out
T- timing thought to take time throughout the time to talk to think.
LY bc I can't tell you how many lies you've told.
I hate to go all Miley Cyrus on you and say the '7 things' I like too.
But I don't hate you.
It's just harder to love someone
Something
When their eyes no longer show blue but glow red
I wouldn't worry to much.


did you ever see beauty and the beast?
-it's the second definition of you

I wouldn't want to spoil the movie... but I'll give you a hint.
(He turns into a prince in the end)


So yes. You have a beast inside of you.







but there's a prince too.