Blues are ok

Today I had an apifany. I don't know how to spell that but it still means the same thing. I realized that yeah I am a happy person and people know that. But right now.. I think I could be slightly depressed. I say slightly because it's hard to admit. Especially when I know people will see this post. And even though it is anonymous just the fact that someone knows that I might be really sad but no one can tell.  I just realized that I'm not motivated. I don't want to do anything and I can't seem to get out of a hole in the ground that just keeps getting bigger and deeper and I'm not sure if I will ever see the latter or stairs right behind me. Because I know they are there and that there is a way out. For right now I think I'm going to stay here for a little. Because I'm tired and when I'm sad sleep is a good thing. Because feelings are a good thing to feel and recognize. Being sad is ok. I realized this when for some reason I felt like there was a huge ocean wave storm being my eyes and if I make any sudden movement it is going to break through the walls made of eyes and tear ducts. And I still feel that way now. It's good to feel sad and feel like you need to cry. It's good to feel happy and joyful. It's good to feel things. Because feelings are reminders that our heart is working. I know that a heart is a little bit different meaning than what I'm saying. But I literally believe that you can physically feel things in your heart. I have felt sadness, happiness, comfort, love and many more feelings in my literal heart. So the next time you feel something, try and feel it deeply and in your heart. Just do it. Because no matter the emotion it always feels better when felt through the heart.