ANYTHING ELSE?

I wish every peom I ever wrote was a list of one liners
Lines from your favorite song and lines you wish he was saying

Anything else?

I didn't really know how to answer this question. I never have. This whole year there's been that one little box that I always filled with

Nope
No
Not really
Nope
Maybe

So I asked people for this final anything else, I told them to think of it as their last day, what would the one liner be.


'Anything else?'

Trump vs Hilary take luck
If they didn't know before they know now

'Anything else?'
I'm not really inspirational yo
It was as easy as taking candy from a diabetic man who no longer wishes to eat candy.
Nope
Sometimes they'll hurt you in ways only you imagined the boogeyman to, or maybe even teach you a lesson you didn't even know needed to be taught.
No way? yes way
Big creeks up little creeks level I plow my corn with the Double shovel.

'Anything else?'
I'll pass
I got nothin
Why be plain when you can be crunchy
Sorry, I fell asleep
Like a fireman who runs to a window who has no fire
I found it, in the crack, face down, stuck
I want everybody to be quiet because this is important
You have the speaker so you  do what you want with the volume.
Drop the mic
I'm dying and I have

'Anything else?'
She caught the ball and said the savior wins!
I have better lines from the other ones that don't really say words
You'll question what types of things you want to dress up to be because of them,
Even what things you'll say like the pitch you need to hit in the solo you don't want to sing.
She's over there there's two of em
Your not a Yahtzee master, that takes 40 years
Just picture a deleted scene from goonies, and look behind the dresser in the attic
Are you leaving us?
If you ever need a show to binge watch, watch arrested development
OK buddy
I'm just not really sure if you guys actually wanted to hear that story or not
Should I add that to my bucket list?
They pretty much got it covered
So when my dad was a little boy
you'll learn lots
But mostly you'll learn it's just important to be the somebody who makes everybody feel like a somebody.

'Anything else?'
brush off the bee slowly

'Anything else?'
Don't freak out
It's just a bee

'Anything else?'
I am what I am
Illuminati

'Anything else?'
Don't do drugs
Pray for angels
Stay in school

'Anything else?'




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Sometimes they'll hurt you in ways only you imagined the boogeyman to, or maybe even teach you a lesson you didn't even know needed to be taught

But people are more important than music and writing and traveling and food, because my dad has always told me that anything I do alone is better enjoying it with someone else

I found it true that people are my real passion because helping them know their loved by God and me is more important than any song that's ever made me feel anything.

I've feared that day since the day I even knew a day like this could exist

apples. the way they crunch. if that doesnt make you happy then maple donuts or kisses at sunset probably don't either.

apples. the way they crunch. if that doesnt make you happy then maple donuts or kisses at sunset probably don't either. Or opening your eyes to a view, but
sometimes it's not nature or citites, but noticing something you haven't before. today it was realizing that even tho i mess up i'm a generally a good person.

Going back to kindgergarten won't take away my worries
They'll just be different
And that will never change
We just keep wanting to read fast in front of each other and spelling tests will only turn into who has the best test score on things that don't matter
as much as wearing pajamas on pj day

The rainy days that help you realize everyone makes mistakes and it rains so the world can erase them

any moment spent alone can always be better spent with someone else

I'm thankful for feeling pain because it helps me know when I'm feeling good.

I'm thankful for cheering when I'm up and tearing when I'm down because I know I'm feeling and I'm thankful for that.

I'm sorry if rumors have been spread, but I just thought I should tell you as soon as now

My throat is sore today because of the things I didn't say yesterday.

And it's the sandy swimsuits we're all wanting

There's many things in you that the world needs

I'm kind of done pretending life isn't hard and hiding the girl who knows it's not

So here's my blog
Definitely a work in progress but hey pretty much life itself is am I right?
the end

credits////writers
jordan
kimball
jordan
luna
john
seth
lishelle
amberleigh
jake
lauren
hannah


ANNABEL LEE

and peace out lone peak;;; you really are the best and i really am grateful for EVERY experience i got. i am soooo grateful i got to go to lone peak and you should too.


the one liner phrases that mean more to me now than they did before...
KNIGHT FOR LIFE and BECOME ONE.

my motto that i said 1029485 times on the daily... SENIOR YEAR

i just hope i can be motivated like i was to live thius year for the rest of my life. but seriously thanks to everyone,

this classs,
my teachers,
principals,
principles,
parents,
siblings,
friends,
random students in the hall,

but most of all... Sherri berry. thanks Sherri berry. i didn't have a senior quote because i was to scared to be remembered by a one liner. well that is a lie it just didn't make the cut for being appropriate. but then i realized that i didn't want to be remembered by a one liner. but if i had to choose, my quote would now be thanks Sherri berry.



ok one last time... anything else?

i think im done. bye,,,,,,,,

story

long story short... it ends and begins with an embarrassing moment. there are two bird poops, they're out to get me.

short story long.... i needed an embarrassing moment for young womens and shortly after i realized i needed one... i got it. i was in the bathroom and there was a small window with a screen. lets just say this bird had perfect aim... he pooped on me when i was inside. and since the screen was full of tiny holes it splattered everywhere. on the walls, on the tub, toilet, sink and me head to toe. skilled bird right there. fast forward to a football game this year. someone brings birds to the game to let go at a touchdown, i learned a new fact about birds that day... they let go of whats inside of them so they can get higher in the sky. and it landed on me. thanks birds for the great time and embarrassing moments. they were timed perfect. that is why they aren't my favorite animals...

and even tho its weird... they did give us an answer to our problems... in times of trouble.. let it go, and you will fly higher than you were before.

nostalgic

I want the years back
I want those four years back
I made every decision off of what you would do.
What outfit to wear, what perfume I bought, what hallway I sat in, what classes I took, if I was going to go to the basketball game or not.
Let's face it I would have been there anyways... But you were the final pro in everyone of my pro/con lists that always made my decisions.
I just can't believe I spent four whole years of my life
wasted.
And I mean I knew from the beginning. I knew I wasn't going to be with you eventually and that someday I would regret all the time and effort put towards you. But did that change the facts or my mind?
Trust me I tried. And my friends tried too. I tried to forget about you and every detail about you that I remembered. And they tried to tell me all the flaws they noticed in you to make me not like you.
Every morning I woke up and convinced myself that I was done and this was it. But the next time I would see you or something would remind me of you I would realize I lied.
Once there's something or someone you care about than you remember every single thing
Every moment.
Every 'conversation'
Every detail
even if it was absolutely nothing.
And its not like I tried to remember, it just stuck. And I didn't go looking, it just came and I remembered.
I remember what car you drive and every time I see one like it my heart skips one whole beat.
I remember your different plaid shirts and your shoes and hats.
I remember your eyes and your smiles and for some reason they are the hardest to forget.
Because every moment you and I shared I took a picture in my mind. So when I do think about you I have a slide show that goes a million miles a second that never seems to stop.
I am trying to delete the slide show now. I have been working all last night and today on it. I want to wipe the entire hard drive. But I must have locked the file into long term memory and kicked out every president except George Washington and Abraham Lincoln.
Most of the file is good though.. Except  there's one slide that sort of kills me inside. It's the last slide. It's the one where everything became a reality. Where I realized in real life. That it really would never happen. And I mean I told you before I knew it wasn't going to happen before. I was 99.99% sure. That it would never happen. But it was all of the false hopes, the nice attitudes, the encouragements, the stories and that .01% that kept me going.
It was the .01% that grew and shrunk constantly. That .01%, that when I saw you and you smiled... Made it feel like a .02%
But it wasn't.
I mean I can't say I know now that you 100% didn't like me. And that it would be like this. I mean if I would have done something before maybe the odds would have been better. But I didn't and you didn't. Now we are graduating and life's changing and you have her so what's the point.

now I'm just left with a  99.99% hurt heart. And 100% nostalgia

but don't worry I'm charging my heart tonight and I'm hoping it will be 100% happy and over you and happy to be over you tomorrow.

blue ticket--beastly

I looked up 'you' in the dictionary and it said beastly
Deciding that, that didn't quite describe you right I looked up beastly in the dictionary too.
It says you are 'very unpleasant'
You have synonyms of vile and hateful and if you used you in a sentence it would say
'This beastly war'
I don't know if this war is between me and you or you and your beast.
And if it is you and the beast then it's probably because you are too much a like.
Like when a father and his daughter are too alike so they fight all the time for all the same reasons and with all the same tones of voice.
There is a word for each letter that defines and changes you
B is for blunt because blunt dull knives are the ones that cut the deepest and fastest
E is for every opportunity that you let slide past you.
A- although E is also for your eyes because it's your eyes that once showed blue with hope and love
S is for shutting people out when you aren't ready to shut people out
T- timing thought to take time throughout the time to talk to think.
LY bc I can't tell you how many lies you've told.
I hate to go all Miley Cyrus on you and say the '7 things' I like too.
But I don't hate you.
It's just harder to love someone
Something
When their eyes no longer show blue but glow red
I wouldn't worry to much.


did you ever see beauty and the beast?
-it's the second definition of you

I wouldn't want to spoil the movie... but I'll give you a hint.
(He turns into a prince in the end)


So yes. You have a beast inside of you.







but there's a prince too.

Heart

dear brain,
I understand you are the one that keeps reminding me to keep beating but please can you slow it down a little. I mean I have been doing what you say because we have been working together for the past almost 18 years to keep her alive. And we have been doing a good job. But you get to sleep at night. I have never understood what that feels like. Nobody knows what I or any other heart really feels like. But they try, I guess.

'Let your heart guide you, it whispers so listen carefully.'

I don't whisper. I am yelling but no one can hear me compared to the thoughts you put in there head.

'If the heart is the strongest muscle than why does it break so easily?'

Hey I try as hard as I can. And when I crack, I fix it before it breaks, I think we should change that to 'can break easily'

'The worst prison would be a closed heart'

But that's ok because you have the key,

I don't feel I am feelings.
-heart

P.s thanks for not giving thoughts of smoking because that's helped me a ton
P.p.s I know this letter makes no sense. I'm kind of just like that. You don't and won't ever really know what I'm saying or feeling. Unless you just try to feel it too.

late reveal but hey it's still a reveal

as my dad would say.....

Do you want to know how to keep a creative writing student in suspense????

I'll tell you later.

Lol jk dude

I'm a girl. Genetically and I also identify as a female. 

I'm Mormon.

I'm 17.

I'm a senior.

I love the words genuine and adore. Their meanings and their sound and pronounciation just everything.

I love swinging on swings and going on drives.

I love to go to museums.

I love to go on bike rides and read.

I love learning.

I love Oreos and peanut butter.

I love movies and everyone who knows me, knows that I speak fluent movie quotes.

I'm in love with Harry Potter. The books, the movies, everything.

I love all types of music from all decades;. Rap, punk, rock, dub step, pop, musicals, Disney, ballads, uplifting, acapella, anything. If it's good music I like it. I don't exclude anything until I listen to it. 

I don't really ever get annoyed of songs like everyone does. If a song plays on the radio like twelve times in one day, I'm still gonna like it tomorrow.

I'm so behind on homework that I have to do work for last term and this term.

My lips are covered in scares that only I'm really able to see, yet it's one of my biggest insecurities.

I'm allergic to make up, lotions, soaps, and penicillin. 

I'm allergic to Chapstick and that's the reason why my lips have scares. And why I have missed so much school. No one would ever guess that one of someone's trials in life could be their lips. My lips are already huge. So it doesn't help that they swell anytime I use a certain Chapstick, or if I stay in the sun too long, or if I'm stressed or anything. Honestly if I walk down the hallway too fast I expect my lips will get bigger than Mars. And when I say swell I'm not talking they get big. I'm talking 'to-heavy-to-close-my-mouth-bounce-when-I-walk-bigger-Everyone's-lips-combined' kind of big. Not to mention they hurt. Not just when they swell. But all the time. My lips hurt all the time. And nobody knows what's causing it. Sometimes I think just cutting off my lips would feel better.

I love all colors but the favorites are grey and rose gold rn.

60% of my clothes are neutrals

I'm obsessed with accessories and clothes.. I love the shoes, purses, hats, sunglasses. (Just not scarves, I hate scarves)

I love to organize and my room is pretty much always clean.

I love being involved. I love going to every activity that is offered by anything. (Even school assemblies...)

I am a complete night owl and I wish I wasn't.

I have been a late night owl my whole life. And when I say night owl you guys think I'm going to bed at like midnight maybe one. When I go to bed that early I'm like wow! I got to bed way early! Yeah those are my good nights. I have tried so hard to go to bed early and I always can only fall asleep at 2:30-4:30-later. I can confidentally say that I have my gone to bed earlier than 11:00 in like the past 2 years. And it's been this way my whole life.

I love everything to do with art and singing. 

I do not share my talents or anything with other people. Because I don't want to have too, but sometimes I wish that people would just know what I was good at. Because it's not always fun to stay in the background and let other people take over. And that's the thing. Is... People who aren't afraid to shove there talents in other people's faces and show off what they got and sing whenever someone's in ear distance or enter every art contest in the state, they make it. The ones who show people there talents, are the ones that people know are talented. But I just can't get myself to be that person.

I love just living life and playing what are the odds and boards games and watching movies and screaming to the top of my lungs when I'm in the canyon and I'm afraid of so much but I still live.

So.... I mean there's more but this is what t is right now.

So I guess this works

Umm... Here I am.

Hannah Simpson 

life and death

Well I guess there is really only two things to right about. Life and death. I think it's a little more than that. Yeah if you go to the deepest part, like the very very most basic categories of what you could write about it is just life and death. But I think to write it has to be more. I mean not that I know anything about writing. But when I read something and I like it.... There's more. There is always more. There's more to just living and dying. There's more to the stuff in between.

Life and death

There are 7.125 billion people on this earth
There are 310,383,948 people in the USA
153,139,563 of those are male
And 157,244,385 , are female.

That's 7.215 billion people living and dying everyday.

I know numbers don't prove anything.

One day I was with my mom in the store. She was saying to pick a treat (yes, I am 17.)
And we were talking about how bad food is. My moms sayI'm all this stuff like 'oh that's bad for you' 'I here that's made from somethings bad' 'our bodies aren't suppose to have that' and after a couple of minutes of her saying this she turns to me and said ' you know what? We are all going to die anyways. Might as well eat what you want while you can.'

True statement. WE ARE ALL DYING. Some faster than others.... But yes we are all dying.

SO WHY SIT HERE AND TALK ABOUT DEATH AND HOW WE ARE ALL GOING TO WHILE WE CAN LIVE.

that's just what living is about. You just live. So if you all thought there was some secret to life sorry to break it to you. Live while you can.

So....

Buy the shoes
Eat that chocolate
Wear those blak
Watch the movie even though it's late
Don't be afraid to have fun
Dance as hard as you can even tho they can see you
Sing as loud as you can even tho their listening
And scream too
Sing
Dance
Smile
Laugh
Do all you can
To
LIVE.

b/c we are all gonna die anyway